I am soooooo excited and nervous about this year. It's a funny thing when you start allowing yourself to want a dream. For me, I vacillate between The Fear of Failure and The Fear of Success.... My brain will toss back and forth between, "How am I going to pull this off... what if I'm not good enough"... to "OMG..what if I break under the pressure of success...how will I manage in front of all those people!!!" Geesh lady, nothing has even happened yet...lol. Besides, as big as this dream is, God is going to have to pull it off and He don't front no double-minded saints... that's scripture (James 1:6-8). So I pray for wisdom, a little more faith and rest in the fact that my forefathers went through far greater trials for me to be in this position.
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